Twilight!

On 29th May was my birthday....I'm finally 18.  Although I don't think it has changed anything, I feel and act just the same as always. Every year I feel a bit tired when I'm celebrating my birthday, this year too...All who come to my birthday are mostly relatives, with whom I don't have anything to talk about and lonelyness comes to my mind. During the party I always slowely move to my room where I'll be by myself and think about various pointless things. Oh well....I'm just tired of being here.

Even though I feel mostly like that, this year my birthday wasn't that bad. I got together with few friends hours before party with relatives and we had some fun in the city. But, oh well, everything good ends after some time.

Yume

Well I did it again...Haven't been here for a month already. I'm always thinking that I'll go tomorrow, but the next day it's the same. Hope I can be more active now, because during this month there has been many things that I would have wanted to write here, but now they have sliped away from my mind. I think there will be many things in the near future that I wish to write here, so I hope I'll remember that there's such a wonderful place for me to go, where I can be myself.

Yume